I Will Be Free

Shattered, alone, fragile and broken,
I offer my life to you as a small token,
I know it doesn’t mean a thing to you,
But my soul has shattered, completely and through;

I think of the way it might be better to die,
A gunshot death, or to jump and fly?
Or might it be better to cut open your veins?
Only when I die will I be free of these games;

I tried to run, forget, and live a life,
But those hopes were shattered, alas, in strife,
I tried to smile and laugh and joke,
But with every word my heart slowly broke;

So now as I stand here, longing for death,
I’m trying to enjoy every single breath,
But my soul has shattered, and my heart has broke,
So why am I still here, living in smoke?

I’m dead inside, no matter what,
I’d rather just become forgot,
So many times I stood and fought,
But I couldn’t ever gain the wish I sought;

So leave me here, leave me to die,
I’m empty now, can’t even cry,
There’s nothing you can do for me,
So let me die and I’ll be free…

By Tabetha. F

All I Plan To Be Is Me

They hate you because your you
They make up lies and call it true
They’re fake behind your back
Hoping someday that you’ll crack.

They hate you because your real.
no matter what they say you always heal
They’re surprised to see you rise,
That you’re not affected by all these lies

They hate you because you smile at them
It shows them that your a real gem
You are always true and do your best
Sometimes these haters just cant test

They hate you for no reason
Despite it all, you smile
whatever the reason
At the end of the day
All i’m gonna say
All i plan to be
IS ME!!!!

By Tabetha. F